Wednesday, September 8, 2010

what booze can do..

Now I`m writing again. I don`t know what happened and I don`t wanna know. What am I talking about?.. It started like this..

A close girl friend got all drunk last Friday night. She then started saying sorry to me all the time, something I thought was just the effect of the alcohol she`d taken it. I`m both right and wrong. Right because it was due to the effect of alcohol and no, it`s not just the usual light topic. It turned out to be a serious one.

I don`t exactly know the details but it involves her and my crush. They were both drunk a day before and slept on a common friend` house. (now you get the picture. shoo!)

I don`t wanna think that what I`m thinking possibly happened. But duh, who am I kidding?

It will be hypocrite of me to say that I didn`t get hurt. Of course I am! But then, I cannot exactly get angry at the two of them because of two (logical) reasons. First, I`m not really sure of what happened and second, I don`t have any right to be. He is just my crush after all. Right?

I am just very upset.

The next day, my friend (the same girl friend) texted: "Unsa diay akon gisulti nimo gabii dai?"


..In Vino Nobis Veritas..